The end. soon

I am currently talking to her...she basically told me to..move on.
i m not gonna lie but.
i have really. really really tried hard.
to change it around..
why why why? for the past...2 months.
i tried my best. to fix our relationship.
the result..?
what did i end up getting...?

let me get out of here...
i need to be around someone that i can really trust and will never leave me.
daddy mommy. i want to be next to u guys right now...
so i dun have to think about what is happening.

this has been bothering me for more than 2 months...
from sleepless nights to losing weights.
sometimes, i just dun want to be me. anymore.